Thinking It Over
I ramble to myself alone in my apartment as a sort of meditative or therapeutic practice. It is not necessarily pleasurable to listen to, nor particularly impressive.
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1,000 Cuts // Heartbreak Retrospective, and Poems (opens the original)
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Is there anybody going to listen to my substack post**? Give her a go if you feel so inclined; I was proud to make this recording because I have accessed a plain sense of being which allows for real conversational tone in my talking about what was otherwise a very emotional and disregulated time. (It’s not a crime, anyway) And I am me again, after all, and I have a beautiful body (and beautiful heart??) and a serious voice and a log of beautiful work hiding away on my desktop. Today is a day of
REDEMPTION POST (opens the original)
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A NOTE: I am trying a new format of post where I publish an audio-version in tandem for people who prefer to listen, or read along with it. I recorded straight into Substack and the compression is weird. I welcome feedback about this. Hello everyone, I am making a secret special redemption post to tell the few of you here about how I stopped wanting to die, which I alluded to, before, desperately, by killing the what-how of my life instead: It is no secret I have gone too far, not even to me. Ye
Orpheus, My Death Of Her, A Poem of Life Explained (opens the original)
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Another audio post, regrettably, about Orpheus and Poetry, made when I was fresh on the heels of a painful break-up. Now with distance I kind of like it. I cut all the explicitly break-up related stuff, which was clogging the line, but that included my introduction of a specific concept: I was lamenting an aspect of misalignment, which I described as her total vantage of life, and my total vantage of death. I liked her life as a contrast and it was enriched by the tonal implications of Orpheus.
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