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becoming curious again: day 1 (opens the original)
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30 days of becoming curious (opens the original)
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how exhausting (opens the original)
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Dear reader,This is a rant.I had a lot to say to myself and absolutely no intention of saying it in an organised manner.Maybe that's why this started out in my Notes app. Anyways...I am awake again.It is too early, and I am too tired, but somehow i am already thinking about something that happened years ago.I don't even remember why I started thinking about it. That's the annoying thing about me. My brain doesn't knock before entering a room. It just throws open the door at two in the morni
how embarrassing (opens the original)
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Dear you,I think you made me forget myself for a moment.You were just so easy to talk to.So I moved a little closer.Just an inch, I said. I let one more thought slip out than I usually would. I laughed a little louder. I lingered a little longer. I told you something I probably could have kept to myself. I stopped editing every sentence before it reached my mouth, because for a little while, talking to you didn't feel like something I had to get right.I thought maybe we were becoming the k
i want to be everything (opens the original)
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I want to be everything.I want to do everything.The world keeps introducing me to new ways of being alive, and I fall in love with all of them.Some days I want to spend my life in hospitals, learning the language of the human body. Other days I want to disappear into a quiet café and write stories until the sun goes down. I want to paint badly until I paint well. I want to learn languages just to discover how differently people say "I miss you." I want to bake bread. I want to start a bookst
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