HeyJaredTesting the Waters at the Beginning of the End
Viewing life through the lens of impending death, chaotic joy, and unapologetic humanity.
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taking time off (opens the original)
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honestly, it's overdue. _edited for sanity_I’m taking a much needed hiatus to focus on my son, my health, and my future as a potential liver transplant candidate.i would say i’m sorry for the first draft of this post, but i’m not. i never had anything to hide in the first place, i still stand by that unequivocally; the charade was always for their benefit, and i’m tired of protecting people who are willing to cause me harm.i am my only advocate, i am the only one standing squarely in my corner,
Living Diæry #5 (opens the original)
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July 24th, 6:01 pm♤I put this on hold to focus on Readercon, but the apathy is back with a vengeance so it's probably time to start holding myself accountable or some such whatever nonsense stuff and things. I don't want to do anything. yesterday I was very insistent with a friend that you can't leave autists in suspense about potentially anxiety inducing information because it drives us fucking crazy. but I just dont care? I should care. it should be driving me crazy. i want to care. there is d
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