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sadistic angel

looking for the light in darkness & the darkness in the light

Newsletter · By lauren knabel · Official site

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Sep 3, 2026
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  1. Issue · Sep 3, 2026

    the curse (opens the original)

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    i’d say that i’m a romantic, but i’m afraid that if you know me you’ll disagree. i think i just have a different understanding of beauty than most. if there isn’t a little bit of fear there, it feels too timid for me. i like most to see what happens on the other side of facing it. the ways we hide behind words or the lack thereof. it’s probably just a sign of the times, but attention feels so close to the act of being loved. if i am seen, do i need to be known? dismantling my invented mystery wi

  2. Issue · Aug 4, 2026

    writing my way back to myself (opens the original)

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    the fluid in my ear has grown sticky, more so than usual at least. the faint pain of it’s clog growing with every morning. today i slept in longer than i should because it was raining and it felt good. every day i find an excuse to wait for tomorrow. canceled my first date in months at the last minute because i was worried i would pass on the sickness of my breath. when actually i just don’t know if i’m ready. my willpower will always get the best of me. if only i could persuade myself of it’s d

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