HeyJaredMadam's Diary
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How Self OBSESSION saved me (opens the original)
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I don’t care if it’s unhealthy. Go talk to a therapist if you need “traditional” clarity. I’m not the one to give it to you.What I’m here for is to tell you how self obsession healed me, brought me out of the darkest period of my life, and turned me into a woman who is self activated. A woman who doesn’t need permission and leans into responsibility.I like to call this woman a Madam.If you’re reading this and thinking, “What the fuck is a Madam?” I just told you. Keep up.A Madam is a woman made
Where the cocky bitches at? (opens the original)
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You don’t have to be a “girl’s girl” to have respect, love, and adoration for other WOMEN…Who the fuck needs to claim to be a girl’s girl when you can simply be a woman who holds space for other women?“Girl’s girl” is a social standard women will use against other women who do things they don’t necessarily agree with. The interesting part about it is ALL the alleged girl’s girls will rally together and crucify you, which goes against their very standard of what being a girl’s girl is supposed to
Medium ugly men are not your “friend” (opens the original)
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Let’s call it exactly what it is.You like medium ugly men because they aren’t a threat to your relationship, but more importantly, they aren’t a threat to you.I could easily make this article about women’s insecurities around romance, love, and relationships.. and how some women intentionally choose men they believe would feel lucky to have them because it creates leverage and a sense of psychological domination but that’s far too easy. We know what that is.I want to talk about what rarely gets
Frivolous fucking is spiritual. (opens the original)
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Sex is a very carnal act. It’s animalistic and can be very deviant and raunchy.Sex is also mystical, healing, and transformative.Both are valid. How YOU choose to show up sexually does not mean you are more spiritual than the next person.An Ankh necklace wrapped around your nuts, cutting off circulation, doesn’t mean you’re more connected to Source. Being able to name every chakra and its placement doesn’t mean you know God more than me.Me enjoying sex that doesn’t necessarily have meaning or lo
Water works’ (opens the original)
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This may be a sensitive topic for many, but it’s important that these conversations are had and, of course, for many reasons.The experience of womanhood when it comes to sex is often a battle with many faces.Maintain the arch. Walls must constantly grip. Make sure you’re wet too. Most importantly, make sure you’re wet. And if you aren’t, well… that’s a problem. A problem that now serves as a representation of your ability to please. A representation of the standard of woman you are. It is absolu
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