HeyJaredLettersbyLilith
Poet sharing intimate thoughts, moments and letters. Explores love, friendship, and occasionally trauma.
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- Sep 28, 2026
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- Jul 18, 2026
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Always starting Over (opens the original)
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September 19th, 2026I’ve started over probably a dozen times in my adulthood. Always hoping something would be different, but this time it has to be. I’ve spent almost every moment of the last three months reflecting on why i am where i am and how I cant break the cycles of the last decade and change the overall pattern of how my life proceeds. The answers are simple probably, I need to— Stop quitting and stop running. Learn discipline and consistency.EXECUTE THE DREAM LIFE. Not just plan it. </
From your point of view (opens the original)
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I loved you.I wrote you poetryI left you behind.I gave you another chance.I broke your heart.I left you behind.I came backYou gave me another chance.We drifted.I got married.You came backand I wrote you a book,but you left before I could show it to you.I burnt the last page pretty well.Although I still don’t know how to stay awaywhen I allow myself to feel the things I hide away. Hopefully your new girl is more healed than I was. More healed than I am. I hope she keeps your head on straight and
more clockwork (opens the original)
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I used to think you were like clockwork, but now I’m the alarm ringing every three months. I always look back at what we never had. What we couldn’t have. What we always tried to get to. <img alt="" class="sizing-normal" heig
I left. For good this time. (opens the original)
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On June 18th, 2026, I left my spouse for the last time. I had left many times in some way. I’m not sure I could even recall each individual time at this point. From breaking up while I was on vacation, to leaving while he was out and sleeping on couches for days before going back, because those were not the couches that committed to me being their burden and I felt guilty for taking up space.I tried everything— Ways to leave, ways to stay.Tomorrow marks one month of re
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