HeyJaredJuliebeans
My wildest dreams, confessional erotica and fantasies come to life
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dear diary: 83 (opens the original)
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I went to his work yesterday. I’d sent him an audio message saying I’d been having intrusive thoughts about sucking his cock and that he had been rushing me and discounting my pleasure during pervious blowjobs. He said his only free time was 2:00 pm and I should come to his work.I wore the cherry dress and a push up bra and did eyeliner wings and said I’d be there.At exactly 2:00 he texted me to come inside and lock the door behind me, this time saying “please.” I had explicitly told him last ti
first date diary: 7 (opens the original)
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He asked me for a drink. We met at a place in NE, we’d been talking on the app and had a lot of music likes in common. He was nice, a union pipefitter.We got appetizers that were kind of disappointing. He paid for our drinks and food. He seemed nervous, and admitted on the date that I am intimidating. I liked talking to him, he’s a big tall guy. I kissed him at the end of the date and said I’d send him my number, but I don’t think I want to see him again.<a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-i
dear diary: 82 (opens the original)
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Last night I went over to his place. He did not answer the door just texted me that it was open. His curtains were attached with duct tape. No blankets on the bed, just a king sized mattress and no headboard.It was a 40 min drive and I had no idea what to expect. I was hoping after that kind of commute it would not be a quickie. I sat on his bed and he pushed me backwards, took off my panties like he was annoyed that I was wearing them. He climbed onto me, kissing me and making out and touching
first date diary: 6 (opens the original)
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He asked me over for dinner, he wanted to cook for me. I said yes but also texted him that I did not want to have sex with him. It was way too rushed for me after only just meeting and I wanted to be super clear. He said he understood and thanked me for communicating and being direct.Dinner was cute, he was playing exotica and making pasta, dancing like Martin Denny and Arthur Lyman were something aesthetic. He shimmied around the kitchen like a peacock, showing me his feathers. His place was ni
dear diary: 81 (opens the original)
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I got abruptly dumped and went back to him even though I’d told him I didn’t want to see him again. I texted him “will you fuck me again?” at 9:17 pm even though it’d been six weeks since we talked. “Please fill all my holes and make me eat my words?”He responded in ten minutes, “how soon can you be here?”I knew the drill by now. It was 9:45 when I arrived. I put down my bag and took off my hoodie. He was already undressing. He said something about, “so you’ve been thinking about me” and jesus f
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