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Newsletter · By pax (they/them) · English · Official site

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Sep 11, 2026
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  1. Issue · Sep 11, 2026

    i know you miss yourself (opens the original)

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    i have a deep and complicated relationship with the present moment, as most people do. i crave it with every fiber of my being, and yet, i spend every moment that i can get away with it numbing myself. and i know it’s more than just the deep rooted web of existing in a culture that prioritizes avoidance and disposal—part of it is me, too.i’ve been thinking lately about how exhausting it is to be present—or at least, how exhausting it is to try and get back to the present moment. in my god is the

  2. Issue · Jul 30, 2026

    hatred is a capacity and we are the architects (opens the original)

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    our worst selves are our actual selves—we must never forget this when looking within. i am in full bodied belief and experience that the world is a mirror. part of the ease to which i can approach my inner world, to which i can approach sitting with the darkest parts of myself, is because i know that they are my teachers. lets not glamorize it: depth work, looking at your own fucked-up-ness, is some of the most foul, painful, work you can do—and in part, it’s why

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