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Honestly, I’m Fine is a dark humor podcast about grief, child loss, healing, motherhood, mental health, and rebuilding your life after trauma.
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Do Our Loved Ones Send Signs? Grief, Skepticism & a Blue Butterfly (opens the original)
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Have you ever asked someone you love who has died for a specific sign and then immediately tried to explain it away when it appeared? In this episode of Honestly, I’m Fine , I share what happened after I asked my son Kingston for one very specific sign: a blue butterfly. What followed was a sequence of increasingly specific moments involving crowns, wings, KING, the El Segundo Blue Butterfly, and eventually another butterfly directly under my feet. I talk about signs from loved ones after death,
The Cost That Doesn’t End: The Financial Aftermath of Childhood Cancer & Child Loss (opens the original)
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Childhood cancer doesn’t stop costing a family when treatment ends. It doesn’t even stop when the child dies. After nearly seven years of cancer treatment, disability, rehabilitation, relapse and hospice, my nine-year-old son Kingston died from medulloblastoma in July 2024. Two years later, I’m still living with another consequence of childhood cancer that we rarely talk about: financial toxicity. In this episode, I talk openly about what years of caregiving did to my career and finances, the mo
Before My Son Died, He Told Me He Was an Angel (opens the original)
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A few months before Kingston died, he woke up in the middle of the night while we were in San Diego for treatment and told me he had a secret. I’ve shared a lot about Kingston publicly. His cancer. His death. My grief. The signs and synchronicities that have happened since. I’ve said plenty of things on the internet that could reasonably make someone wonder if I need adult supervision. But I’ve been afraid to tell this story. Not because I don’t believe what Kingston told me. Because I do. And t
My Ex-Husband and I Read the Meanest Comments After Our Son Died (opens the original)
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We sat down to read some of the cruelest comments we've received since losing our son, Kingston. Some of them are ridiculous. Some are painful. A few actually made us laugh. But somewhere between reacting to strangers telling us we're grieving wrong, accusing us of monetizing our son's death, and insisting they know our lives from a 60-second video, the conversation took a different turn. We ended up talking about what people don't see. The financial reality of pediatric cancer. The invisible co
Manifesting a Dream Life with ADHD Grief Brain (opens the original)
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If you've got ADHD, you're grieving the loss of a child, or you've lived through long-term trauma, trying to "manifest your dream life" can feel like a cruel joke. In this episode of Honestly, I'm Fine, I talk about counter-manifesting: what happens when one part of you desperately wants to move forward, while another part is convinced it's safer to stay exactly where you are. We get into ADHD, child loss, trauma, dopamine, why your brain can get stuck in survival mode, and why feeling stuck isn
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