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personal essays on building a life that's actually yours, around the job that still pays for it. on wanting more than you were told to want, and figuring out what that even is.

Newsletter · By barbara ♡ · English · Official site

Indexed issues, last 90 days
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Sep 21, 2026
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Latest issues

  1. Issue · Sep 21, 2026

    i want things that make me sound delusional (opens the original)

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    <img alt="" class="sizing-normal" height="50" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!vq4o!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F83387501-cf33-438d-9085-f457adce5e20_730x50.png" title="" width="730"

  2. Issue · Sep 13, 2026

    i said it out loud this time (opens the original)

    Excerpt · Positive tone

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    <img alt="" class="sizing-normal" height="50" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!vq4o!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F83387501-cf33-438d-9085-f457adce5e20_730x50.png" title="" width="730"

  3. Issue · Sep 6, 2026

    i thought i needed to be sure first (opens the original)

    Excerpt · Positive tone

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  4. Issue · Aug 30, 2026

    learning to be fully myself (opens the original)

    Excerpt · Positive tone

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    <img alt="" class="sizing-normal" height="50" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!9aLo!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa0fc3a09-694d-45de-878e-98f6b789af98_730x50.png" title="" width="730"

  5. Issue · Aug 23, 2026

    you'll always find someone whose life you want more (opens the original)

    Excerpt · Neutral tone

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    <img alt="" class="sizing-normal" height="50" src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!9aLo!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa0fc3a09-694d-45de-878e-98f6b789af98_730x50.png" title="" width="730"

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