Girl I Am Now
A personal journal of healing, rediscovery, and soft rebirth. Tarot, self-love, and the journey back to me.
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You Didn’t Break Me (opens the original)
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To the person hiding behind a username: You didn't undo the work I've done on myself. You didn't make me abandon myself. You didn't take away the freedom I fought to find.ShareWhen I first started my blog, I had been working through a lot of deep-seated fears. A lot of emotions and wounds that I had buried for most of my life. I had been having so many realizations ab
What If They’re Not Supposed to Know? (opens the original)
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What happens when we expect others to know what we need? Explore self-trust, emotional safety, communication, and why we often look outside ourselves for reassurance.Subscribe nowI’ve noticed a repeated pattern showing up in my life lately. It’s not just situations happening to me, but also ones that others around me are experiencing.How often do we assume other people just know what we need?Not because we’ve told them. Not because we’v
What If I Let Myself Want? (opens the original)
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What happens when you realize you don't feel allowed to want? A personal reflection on learning to dream again, define what you want, and create a life that feels aligned.Subscribe nowI have discovered one of the hardest questions for me to answer is: What do I want?There are no limits to the question. No blocks. It’s just a wish list. A vision board. I don’t have to figure out how I’m going to get any of it. I’m simply supposed to imagine what I want. The
The Hidden Reason You Feel Stuck (opens the original)
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Shannon shares a personal solo episode about the gap between understanding something intellectually and actually feeling it in your body. The focus is on how emotions become stories, stories become beliefs, and beliefs turn into subconscious patterns that shape behavior.This episode matters if you’ve ever replayed a disappointing moment and immediately blamed yourself. Shannon walks through a job interview example to show how quickly shame can turn into a pattern, and how pausing to feel instead
I Had All the Pieces. I Just Couldn’t See the Picture. (opens the original)
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After three years of inner work, I finally understood how emotions, body sensations, beliefs, triggers, and stories connect—and why understanding the process matters.Subscribe nowA few weeks ago, I met a friend for dinner. She has just started exploring what it means to go within, and we ended up talking about some of the things I’ve been learning over the last few years.I was sharing a moment of clarity I recently had. I understood logically that every situation in life is neutral un
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