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field notes on the new flesh from an astral cowboy, mad scientist, and alchemical artist playing at the edges of my widening mind and letting psychic psychosis take me.
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the High Strangeness of ‘low’ culture (opens the original)
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this article is part of a series called ‘Launching the Erotissance,’ a term coined by my friend, peer, and compatriot in magickal fuckery, Claymore of ‘Strength Magick’.in this series, i discuss my approach to sensuality and Eroticism and how i cultivate these principles in my creative/spiritual practice and in my life, as well as laying a path for how we can all use magick, Beauty, and Chaos to fight back against the culture of anhedonia we are currently mired in.
HOW TO GET FCKED BY THE UNIVERSE (opens the original)
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this article is part of a series called ‘Launching the Erotissance’ a term coined by my friend, peer, and compatriot in magickal fuckery, Claymore of ‘Strength Magick’.in this series, i discuss my approach to sensuality and Eroticism and how i cultivate these principles in my creative/spiritual practice and in my life, as well as laying a path for how we can all use magick, Beauty, and Chaos to fight back against the culture of anhedonia we are currently mired in.<
gaining density (opens the original)
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there was an unmaking and there was a part of me in the dark. there was a line of half-shadow, one foot in and out the door. there was a star so bright i called it the demon star and it stretched its tentacles around me reflexively, protectively, threateningly. because when you’re bound on all sides the only way to go is up—or so far down you find yourself buoyant, like an air bubble clawed down to the breathless place.and in that place you found a star—a brightness. a calling. something that ha
BEAUTY VS CHAOS — the only two genders (opens the original)
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this article is part of a series called ‘Launching the Erotissance’ a term coined by my friend, peer, and compatriot in magickal fuckery, Claymore of ‘Strength Magick’.in this series, i discuss my approach to sensuality and Eroticism and how i cultivate these principles in my creative/spiritual practice and in my life, as well as laying a path for how we can all use magick, Beauty, and Chaos to fight back against the culture of anhedonia we are currently mired in.<
the case for Sensuality (opens the original)
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this article is part of a series called ‘Launching the Erotissance,’ a term coined by my friend, peer, and compatriot in magickal fuckery, Claymore of ‘Strength Magick’.in this series, i discuss my approach to sensuality and Eroticism and how i cultivate these principles in my creative/spiritual practice and in my life, as well as laying a path for how we can all use magick, Beauty, and Chaos to fight back against the culture of anhedonia we are currently mired in.
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