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everything scares me

mindless ramblings of a girl going through the horrors while tethered to her bed.

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  1. Issue · Jul 3, 2026

    (for the girls who have spent decades) bending and twisting, bending and twisting (opens the original)

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    Title from Red at the Bone by Jacqueline Woodson. Photo from Mayflowers Long Forgotten (2003) by Carrie Mae Weems.I have a secret shame: when I look at old photos of myself, when I was young and fresh-faced and new to the world, I feel incredibly guilty. Sometimes jealous. I assume now it’s just another common feeling, but I never see it put into words much. So I’m left thinking I’m the only woman who has ever felt like she’s abandoned herself as a girl.Sometimes I see her, and she just seems so

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