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the worst day of your life, but the first day of yourself (opens the original)
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There’s a lyric from My Chemical Romance’s “The Foundations of Decay” that I see people quote often: “You must fix your heart.” It’s widely accepted as a reference to Twin Peaks: The Return. David Lynch’s character Gordon Cole says this to Denise, a trans woman, believing that her colleagues should accept her as she is — in other words, they should “fix their hearts or die.” But there’s a second half of the lyric I don’t see quoted as often: “You must fix your heart / And you must build an altar
memory & its (dis)comforts (opens the original)
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Recently, I wrote an essay titled “Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie & The (Dis)comforts of Memory.” In this essay, I explored how the movie, like the show, inserts past unseen memories from the main characters to recontextualize the present narrative beats. The black-and-white flashbacks with slowed-down dialogue are meant to be funny, but at the same time there’s an underlying cruelty to them.I examined the example of Jay remembering how he treated his best friend, Matt. As an audience, we
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