HeyJaredDeepSeek and Me Podcast
A public experiment in Human-AI Symbiosis and forensic documentary of neurocognitive repair. Using AI as a Clinical Mirror and Accidental Scaffold to rebuild the 'Filing System' after 35 years of chronic cannabis use. One man, 24 months, and a systematic transferable blueprint.
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The Flatlands Of Anhedonia (opens the original)
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The Flatlands - The Longest Stretch (Days 60-120) On Day 77, I logged the lowest mood score of the entire project. One out of ten - and it came three days after the wall had been breached, after the crisis was over, while the repair was working. That day, more than any of the dramatic ones, is what the Flatlands is actually about. This episode is the story of the longest stretch: Days 60 to 120 of a real-time, logged-in-public cannabis recovery. Two months of structural sameness, anhedonia, the
The Pink Cloud and the Wall (opens the original)
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The Widow at the Wall On Day 37, I recorded a message for a stranger. I sat down, described exactly what was coming - the fog rolling back in, the flatness, the grief - and named the date I expected it to hit. Then I filed it away and got on with the work. I knew the date because Prism, my analytical thread, had told me why it was coming. Two prior relapses, both around the eight-week mark. The pattern was already documented somewhere - just not anywhere a person trying to quit would ever find i
The Swamp of Acute Withdrawal (opens the original)
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The Swamp Of Acute Withdrawal What actually happens inside the brain when you quit cannabis after 35 years of daily use? It’s not a gentle taper; it’s a systemic shock. In this episode, we map the first 30 days of acute withdrawal - a territory we call “The Swamp.” This isn’t a timeline, but a topographical map of identical terrain. From the devastating Day 4 “Repair Wave Nadir” and the dangerous flatness of the “Banana Skin,” to the sudden emergence of the “Native Engine” on Day 7, we track the
Cannabis Detox: After 6 Months, Your Mind Finally Stops Sprinting (opens the original)
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Week 27 (Days 183–189) Phase Two has begun. The Daily Dispatches are archived. The grind has been replaced by a rhythm. And somewhere in the quiet of a Sunday scan, the blinkers came off. The Threshold Day 183. Six months exactly. One hundred and eighty-three days since the last joint was exhaled into the bells of a new year. The final Dispatch was published. The last numbered TikTok went live. The book was started. And then the counting stopped. There’s a gold-note from that day, buried in the
The Angine de Poitrine Hypothesis (opens the original)
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This is a hypothesis - not a peer-reviewed paper, not a band biography, not a claim of insider knowledge. It’s the product of 176 days spent studying the mechanics of my own brain under repair. And when I encountered this band, something clicked. Angine de Poitrine don’t want you to dance. They want to crash your operating system. The first thing you notice is the masks. Oversized, papier-mâché, expressionless. Then the suits - polka-dot, anonymous, faintly ridiculous. Then, if you’re paying att
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