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This is my commitment, my modern manifesto I'm doing it for all of us who never got the chance

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  1. Issue · Jul 28, 2026

    IF THE GATES ARE LOCKED (opens the original)

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    I WILL NOT LET THE VOICES WIN. I WAS DOWN BAD ON SATURDAY NIGHT HAVING DARK THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL IDEATIONS, THE WHOLE NINE YARDS. WHOLE TIME IM AT THE STRIP CLUB???? FEELING LIKE DRAKE. CUZ IM AT THE STRIP CLUB AND IM ABSOLUTELY MISERABLE. AND TO THINK, I HAD BEEN DOING SUCH A GOOD JOB OF NOT LETTING THE VOICES WIN. I EVEN CANCELLED MY TALKIATRY APPOINTMENT BECAUSE STIMULANTS MAKE THE VOICES LOUDER. THE VOICES ARE MAD FUCKING LAME. MY LIFE IS LOWKEY MAGICAL AND PERFECT. THERE IS TRADE EVERYWHERE.

  2. Issue · Jul 19, 2026

    devotional cinema (opens the original)

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    2021 Notes on devotional cinema by nathaniel dorskyThe post film experienceIt is important to understand what we are participating in, to realize we rest in darkness and experience vision. Many people take vision as a given and don’t realize that they are actually seeing.Viewing a film has tremendous mystical implications, it can be a way of approaching and manifesting the ineffable. This respect for the ineffable is an essential aspect of devotion.It can achieve a transcendental balanceBalance

  3. Issue · Jul 18, 2026

    IDOL WORSHIP (opens the original)

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    rest in peace to kris jenner’s motherrrrr.the following is an essay i wrote in 2018 about the kardashians for my history of electronic media class. for a leading kardashian family conspiracy theorist, i kept it pretty tame because i didn’t want my professor to think i was schizo/ go completely off book. academia is full of censorship and my teachers never really liked my essays. anywayz, its not revolutionary by any means but here it is: The Sun Never Sets on the Kardashian Empire:How a Reality

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