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composed chaos

Personal essays on presence, identity, and the practice of coming home to yourself

Newsletter · By Brittney Jansen · English · Official site

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Sep 27, 2026
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  1. Issue · Sep 27, 2026

    Meaning was never a place to arrive, only a journey to discover (opens the original)

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  2. Issue · Sep 10, 2026

    I kept trying to quit my corporate job (opens the original)

    Excerpt · Critical tone

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  3. Issue · Jul 16, 2026

    An idea is only as good as it's execution (opens the original)

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    I turned 28 on a Friday. The last time I had a birthday on a Friday I was 21 and the next time I’ll have a birthday on a Friday I’ll be 35.For my 21st birthday I was interning in New York and my friends celebrated with me at One Oak. I wore a white bodycon dress with a shiny sheer layer on top and hot pink heels. It was the summer I learned to like oysters and how to survive a heat wave in the city. I learned how to shmooze bouncers and turn down boys who asked for my number at Sweetgreen. It wa

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