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Experiments and explorations in the fact that I know absolutely nothing.
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Depressed, Nothing in the Tank Nonsense (opens the original)
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8/26/26I think I might be depressed. I am so unmotivated today, yesterday too, day before that too. I need a job. This feels like a journal entry, but I’m hoping it spawns a spark into something creative. I mean, everything comes from feelings and from situations. OK, not necessarily everything but I honestly can’t think of non-stereo instructions types of answers. I suppose I could dispassionately describe something. I suppose I could write about people with no feelings. People of perpetual mot
Ten Minutes til Steve (opens the original)
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10 Minutes to SteveTwo paws on my hipsA cry trapped in my throatShe was scared of the vacuumI’m scared of the futureHer traumatized eyes, soft, lostMine are actors trapped in bad takesHow can I explain to her that I am falling apart?That the steadiness she relies on me for is not steadyShe has seen things, I know.What has she seen? Is she afraid to go outside becauseShe was once tied to a tree for days?Was she kicked for going to the bathroomin the wrong place?I’ll never knowMy problems s
Thank You, Lucy (who I will never know) (opens the original)
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So, I’ve been really depressed this week. I react very poorly to heat, and work has been frustrating, and maybe I’m feeling kind of lonely in my new town in my new state. It’s the kind of lonely that only craves more isolation though. Humaning is strange, indeed.Anyway, all of this got me reflecting on the period of time that led me into PSP for Depression, and as it turns out high-functioning Borderline Personality Disorder. I wanted to die, though I didn’t want to have any hand in it. I would
Ned Hazard: From Subway With Love (opens the original)
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