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Calculated Flawnesses of Neural Jazz - Neurodivergent Gantry
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Dull? Oh, Fuck Off. (opens the original)
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My ankles hurt this morning, and English annoyed me.Not because I couldn’t describe the pain. I knew exactly what it felt like.It was molande. Perhaps dovt molande.Then I tried to translate it.Dull ache, apparently.Dull?Dull makes me think grey. Boring. Blunt. Uninteresting.Yes, I’m aching. I already know I’m aching. What kind of aching?Muffled came closer to one part of it, but immediately turned the sensation into sound. Deep ache gave it location without texture. Gnawing sounded too act
Alert Is Doing Multiple Jobs (opens the original)
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What if the real danger was never terminology that obviously fails — it’s terminology that works just well enough that nobody stops to ask what it actually means?Eight cups of coffee over twelve hours on a ship, once, out of boredom. Somewhere north of 800 milligrams of caffeine, nowhere to burn it off, just lounges and narrow corridors and dark grey water.At first, boredom was the reason. By the time the caffeine caught up with me, I was scared.Not I think I’m dying scared. More the very specif
Disorder From What? (opens the original)
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I wrote a piece back in April arguing neurodivergence might not be the deviation — that we might be the older baseline, and the office is the recent one. I still believe something in those lines. But something’s been sitting under my ribs since, something I skated past on my way to the bigger claim.Every label I carry ends in the same letter. Disorder. ADHD. ASD, if you go looking under the surface. Developmental coordination disorder. I’ve had these words attached to me for years and never once
The Door They Built (opens the original)
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For three years, my job was to sit in the room where Legal, QA and Communications argued about a single sentence before it went out to a customer who was already angry with us. Legal wanted it defensible. Engineering wanted it accurate. Communications wanted it to disclose nothing it didn’t have to. My job was to ask the question none of them were asking: what is the person on the other end actually going to hear?I had a line taped above my workstation for those years: I see between the lines of
Is Your Inner Voice the Only Voice? (opens the original)
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Room 1 — The voice you assume everyone hasClose your eyes and think about what you’re having for dinner.Chances are, a voice said it. Pasta, maybe. Or the leftover soup. A little narrator, running commentary, turning the decision into sentences before you’d even finished deciding. You probably don’t notice it happening. You probably assume it happens to everyone, because it’s happened to you every day since you can remember — the constant undertow of language, translating your own mind to itself
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